Some days I feel good.
Other days I feel angry.
Most of the time, I am sad.
I looked at the picture I took of the Christmas card HG gave me (before I destroyed it when I last saw him), and my heart sank.
And then I remember what he did and how he lied..and I am angry all over again for a moment and fall back into sadness.
..I guess I have to admit.. I was beginning to fall for him when I read that card.